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Little Tortoise

2011-06-05T23:06:00.005+08:00

just a little short post here to share my feeling

I've been long time din have this kinda strong feeling

i'm really serious this time

but it makes me not dare to face it

i know that i'm not that good enough to u

i know that i din have the right to wan u to love me too

and i'm speechless now~

i never give too high expectation in this aspect

i'm very clearly know that who am i

Gonna end my post with a song

Wedding Dress by Taeyang

it means lots to me

and i feel that my situation was like taeyang in this mv

Random

2011-04-16T23:15:00.002+08:00

sorry for i didnt update my blog so long

recently was busy to work and tuition

i have no time to online, outing, etc.

So, here are my sis wedding's photoshoot

not gonna post all of them

is it nice??

Hmm~ actually i quite like it

their outdoor shoot is so natural

Coming next is the photo of the wedding day

me and mom

he is singing a love song to my sister

here come the next day

the blogger

Gonna stop here and sleep

nitez readers

Annoucement

2011-02-25T22:59:00.001+08:00

Hmm~ my blog seems like wanna died ad

will update when i free, ok?

will be many post loh..haha

because my birthday is tomorrow

AND my sister gonna married ad ^^

Grats ya, sis

Is there any target for me?

Feel that i'm dead to it

Its full of hopeless and dissapointment

New Life

2011-01-14T12:46:00.002+08:00

These few days will be stay at godparents place

since i've been one year didnt ovenight at here

miss them so much

Wednesday i've interview three job

one is after and before school teacher

another two is clerk

they gave me d salary is getting higher *to me lah*

although the salary is attracting me

but i still choose after and before school teacher

i been thinking that

since i begin with education work

why dont i just continue??

After i've decide

i told me mom which job i've choose

when mom heard how much is my salary

she straight call me buy my own car

i was thinking like

"walau eh, i just start work nia lo"

but i also wanna get my own car

hmm~ can think about it

The headmistress of the centre call me to attend the meeting on yesterday

she is so friendly and open minded

Alan is my tutor who guide me and arrange job for me everyday

everyone there is quite nice

still need time to know them more

P.S : Monday will start working,damn nervous

If you live to be a hundred
i want to be a hundred minus one day
so i don't have to live a day without you

Little little star

2011-01-09T00:14:00.002+08:00

I'm back readers

sorry that i didnt update my blog for so long

i'm alone at New World Park's Old Town now

while waiting mom having dinner with her yoga friends

so, i'm gonna take this time to blog

if i still didn't have any new post

i will get even more complain :)

Once SPM finish

i went back hometown with my cousin, Hannah

and i've do a happiest thing in my life

i choose right colour to dye my hair

if i'm not mistaken is brown-red

love it so much

before ; after

Then the following days are busy for prom

practise at Lawrence and Kuang Ming's place

also have a committee outing to discuss about prom

As time pass by

Senior Prom was already over

that is a most fantastic event i have involved

i'm the one of the committee

everything go so smooth

here are some pictures

Committee and VIP table

Joyce and me

The committee

The performers

Girls Committee

The girls with Andrew and Wilson

The girls and Cik Furziah

Michelle, Me , Stefanie

The blogger

the next event is the christmas

2010 Christmas eve celebrate at Auto-City

while New Year eve celebrate at Paradise Sandy Beach Hotel with friends

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Chinese New Year is around the corner and i still din buy any clothes

hope i will get it soon

Now, i'm gonna back home

will update more soon

Dream as if you'll live forever

Live as if you'll die tomorrow

Group study

2010-09-18T22:37:00.000+08:00

Me n Stefanie were invited by hean tee to mcd
plans to have a group study
end up failed
we keep on chit-chatting non stop
lol.. we know trials is coming next monday
but seems like we all are still relaxing
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我们再也不像以前那样了
我们都变了
那段时间
或许是上天对我们考验吧
要我们反醒
让彼此更了解对方

是你让我：
为了你而疯狂
为了你而哭泣
为了你而伤心
为了你而开心
为了你而担心
为了你而傻笑
为了你而努力
为了你而卖命
为了你而勇敢
为了你而坚强

~~难道是我不懂什么是爱??~~

Past = Present

2010-09-07T20:53:00.008+08:00

As wat i have mention at the previous post
so here are those pictures

the food

the 'money'

everyone is taking the free food

the showgirl is drinking beer with the customer

6 Sept. 10

after finish Sejarah seminar at Tanjung
bro come fetch me then bac hometown
having dinner with family around 7 at uncle's shop
8.30pm boyf come fetch me
i spend whole nite with him
we chit-chatting (his mom chat with us too)
we buli each other
and we remind each other the previous meories that we had
I'm glad that to have u,Thanks god

Dear,
i forgive u
i love u

A Meaningful day

2010-09-01T16:38:00.002+08:00

31.8.10 was a nice day to me
there's so many things happen happily
1st, me n cousin had 'order' my bro singing at the stage
2nd, helping grandma do all the 'kuih' tat have to pray at nite
3rd, i have drank beer
4th n also is the most happiest thing to me
before back home
meet someone special at uncle's shop
we have been lost contact one and a half year
chatting about old stuff
and u pop something out suddenly
Anyway, i'm happy n glad with it

i have waiting those word

coming out from ur mouth
finally u did it

Thanks god

Simple & Easy

2010-08-29T20:02:00.004+08:00

Just a short post with my fews photo
recently so addicted with my phone's game
its so nice

Today morning just went bac to hometown
and fetch grandma to temple
have been long time i din go 'visit' my uncle
so miss him
sister decide next time gonna cook some western food
since my uncle had spend more then 10 years at New York
maybe he will miss some western food?

the place(RIP)

the blogger

Steady and stable

教训

2010-08-20T16:35:00.004+08:00

这所有一切的一切
都让我昏了头
就那么的一杀那
我才知道我是个怎样的人
这种痛不是第一次
第一次的痛没关系
而是还没来得及完全复原
第二刀狠狠地斩下来
是不是我知道的事情太多
老天爷要惩罚我
那您把我变成一个白痴又痴呆的人好吗？？
多的是，你不知道的事
我真的没骗你。。。
我再也不要被什么都好
无论是欺负，骗，利用，玩
我通通都不要
我只要变成
自私，坚强，不心软和
没有所有的爱

所有的回忆

再也不是回忆

我的心碎了

恨不得死了算

mic,fern :

我可以回答你们的问题了

这就是我的教训

Sick

2010-07-11T10:32:00.003+08:00

Recently, so many virus are around me
fever, cough, flu ....
the medicine make me so blur n feel like i'm floating
so i sleep for the whole day

I dun know is it bcoz of the medicine
i have think so many stuff
is me think too much??
i know myself clearly

When i think about everything wrong

i remember how amazing life truly is

and the fact that i like being imperfect

O O

2010-07-07T09:10:00.005+08:00

I'm sick !!!
have cough non stop for the whole night
haiz... the weather is so hot n killing me
just keep sweating

Fyi, i have bought my new phone, Aino (nono/ o o)
FINALLY whee~
love it so much
actually plan to buy X10
but is too expensive
i cant affort it
so change target ^^

Tada~

Later will hang out with fern and mic *loviess*
gonna try my phone d camra
and cant wait to eat sushi
wow~

I make mistake
I'm outta control

Mixed

2010-06-27T18:30:00.005+08:00

Yesterday has hang out for the whole day
of course beside me sure got my dear, fern
we have been stick together 24 hours
morning at school with Mic
afternoon with Mars
nitez with Mars, brother n fren

i'm not to saying anything here
if wanna now more detail just view fern's blog
click 'Stefanie' from my link

sometimes all a person needs is

a hand to hold

and a heart to understand

Truthly

2010-06-27T11:06:00.004+08:00

I dun know y i dare to say it out everythings
maybe have some help from something
i'm not just a sudden feeling
it makes me looks like a fool when it comes to me
everybody think that i'm crazy
but i think i'm changing

Although this time i din always mention ur name
it makes me look different
i just wanna keep in my heart
i'm not gonna mention it out in front of any ppl
this make me change a lots after the holidays
i know that

love me without fear

trust me without wondering

love me without restrictions

want me without demand

accept me how i am

Loviess

2010-06-24T20:18:00.001+08:00

Finally i find my lover,Adam Lambert "If I Had You" mv
this mv i feel that not so good like "What You Want From Me"

So, here they are
hope u enjoy~

Heart

2010-06-22T20:05:00.003+08:00

Can someone tell me when its start?
tiz feeling come bac again
its second time
the feelings is so strong~
these few days i been so suffer with it
when i discover the feelings
i was shocked
i always thought that nobody can give me this feelings anymore
when i know it
i started to escape n dun wanna face it
is hard to happen in reality
i just close ownself in room
and cry like mad
the whole night i just cant sleep
all those stuff pop out from my mind

Glance at me

Laugh with me

Talk to me

Be with me

Stupid Mistake

2010-06-19T16:18:00.003+08:00

Gareth Gates - Anyone Of Us lyrics LyricsMode.com

Not Belongs To Me Anymore

2010-06-17T12:20:00.003+08:00

Recently back home at midnight
i know i'm not supose to be like this
but this is my last high school holiday in my life
so i have to enjoy it

These few days i know i make u feel sad
i oso feel sorry to you
i'm a girl, i shouldn't bac home lately
but i have to told u that
after this holiday
i will work harder and wont make u feel dissapointed to me

Besides that,
this holiday i have learnt many things
even tho i hang out until midnight
i'm not going to say whats happen in this few night
bcos that is me and others privacy

I'm sorry and thank you

ps:mic, i'm sorry that this holiday cant go your house

bcoz i'm going bac hometown 2mr

sorry :(

when i listen to my heart

it whispers your name

Relax

2010-06-16T02:31:00.002+08:00

yesterday was Summer Party in the beach
me n Fern reach there first
to find a place put on our things
after a while
everybody reached there adi

we started having our breakfast
since all of us still havent had our breakfast
then we run to the sea and playing sea water like kids
the first target was Swee Ting
her whole body get wet
around 11 something
Hean Tee, Swee Ting, Su Hui, Suk Qing, Ah Beh and his gf
decide to ride banana boat
the banana boat seems like driving so slow

after the banana boat activities
we continue our plan as usual "dare"
suddenly the cloud become so black
and the rain is cuming
so we rent a apartment at Paradise hotel
the room was awsome
we all taking bath before going bac home
some of us going bac early

there just left seven of us at the apartment
so we play limbo and vaining
thn we check out at 4.30pm
and head to gurney redbox
we start singing, drinking and eating until 7.30 pm

Mars came Gurney fetch me and Fern
after singing redbox
he fetch his fren bac to Han Jiang
then we went to Greenland Mcd
again we have chit-chating whole night until 1.45am
reach home, bath and blogging (2.59am)

There always have a solution to solve the problem

after saying out

it feels so good and relax

Audience

2010-06-15T01:41:00.007+08:00

Today have an awsome outing wit Fern and Mars

4.15pm, Mars come fetch me and Fern

than we head to gurney to watch "The Karate Kid"

before the movie start

we went to Wong Kok to hav out tea time

the movie end at 8.35pm

thn we go to Ali mamak to have our lunch

me n Fern share nasi lemak goreng

Mars having cintan mee goreng

we chit-chating at the mamak until 10 something

thn go to Mcd to continue our topic

around 1am

Mars just fetch us bac home safely

now i'm gonna stop here

and go sleep bcoz 2mr have party at the beach in the early morning

actually the whole outing

we just hearing Mars talking story only

Life is about trusting our feelings and taking chances

losing and finding happiness

appreciating the memories and learning from the past

Square

2010-06-14T10:42:00.006+08:00

since my blog long time din update

i'm gonna post some pic of the first week of holiday

The blogger

Fern's lunch

Fern n me^^

a jug of beer

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A Day At Qb

to celebrate Kuang Ming's birthday

The kids

playing ding ding

our dinner (is too sweet)

when u are alone

u will see nothing

don't envy people's life

just be yourself

bert bert day

2010-06-09T18:27:00.003+08:00

morning went to schol for 'kelas tambahan'

attending it wasting our time

me n frenz have been chatting whole day in the class

but at the last 1 hours

me, fern n mic fall asleep

*wakaka*

after kelas tambahan finish

me, fern, ht,swee ting n others

go to tesco to discuss n buy our "Summer Party" materials

we all laughing like crazy ppl

bcoz of ht saying all the stupid things

*haha*

around 3 something

we back home adi :(

thn i start to watch music video

i play If I Had You-Adam Lambert again n again

so i getting hyper

jz half an hour ago

i go to bath coz mom is coming bac

i dancing in the bathroom tho i knw it is narrow n small

end up i knock my head accidenlly

OMG~ he is getting me crazy?

ya he is gay

but so what

wahaha~

so, here are the song " If I Had You" by Adam Lambert

when he attend a show

exam

2010-05-23T22:22:00.001+08:00

tomorrow exam gonna start adi
wish all my frenz n me
good luck

gonna get my lesen soon

wakaka~

heart broken

2010-05-17T15:39:00.002+08:00

y u suddenly change ur attitude?
althought u sometimes will do this
but the feeling is different
is it u hv change ur mind?
u treat me like a enemy
bad words, expression
when i heard u saying me wit tat words
i start feel angry
but at the end
i feel sad n hurt
i always tough tat u r a good guy
jz sometimes at bit annoying
but i din say anything oso
u r the second people who hurt me deeply
:'(
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'' u j**l*** o**** ppl g** b**f***** i* i*''
this sentence always flow through my mind
when i flash back
i dont know why we will become like tiz
but now is better
hope we all can bac to last time
u r the first people who hurt me deeply
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T, i so miss those day
we hang out 2gether
snap together
i wanna bac to last time
when nothing happen to all of us
now i jz knw tat
someone try to spoil our friendship
i'm sorry

thx to didi

u make me smile n play like kid wit u

i don't understand

y everything blame on me??

is it i'm tat bad to u all

meaningless

2010-05-05T21:47:00.002+08:00

i'm alone at home nw
so i decide to see other ppl's blog
compare my life wit them
mine is such a boring n uncolourful life
y i cant get the life tat i want
now i jz hope tat spm faster cum n finish it in a moment
thn i'm gonna do watever i want

but still have to spend time for study

dun make parents dissapointed

life

2010-05-05T17:44:00.003+08:00

命的长短

都已经被老天爷注定了

人类是无法改变的

既然生命的长短我们都不知道

为何我们不好好去珍惜现在所拥有的时间

去做我们想做的事

珍惜身边的每一个人

因为没有人会知道

下一秒钟会发生什么事情

dun knw jz ask

2010-04-28T17:02:00.003+08:00

everythings happen

must have it reason why

if u never ask for the reason

u will never know what is it

girl,dun care others say wat

jz do what u wan

i'll always be there for u

the life

2010-04-25T01:17:00.004+08:00

morning stay at school for sukan

its damn boring la

the teacher jz keep calling us go to the field

eh, teacher

if is u, will u go there n stand??

the wheather is damn hot kay!!

thn we decide to go around the school for shooting

take many pic(love it)

sukan finish at 12pm

thn fern's mom fetch SMH go to mcd

we sit

we chit chat

we take photo

until 3pm

we all bac to our own house :(

abt 6.30pm

me n my family having dinner at "xin lai lai"

thn we straight away go qb

when we arrive

i go meet fern n we go buy aun wei's present

at 9pm

my bro cum n meet me n fern

i told him tat we wan go sega

after "discussing'

finally he say yes to fetch us go^^

after fetch mom n dad bac home

bro fetch us to sega

when we arrive there

we feel so excited to be there

there d ppl r so beautiful n handsome

is really awsome to stay at tat place

i love it

thn we go sega n order 3 cups of cocktail

one of them are long island...hehe

it taste very nice

but one of them taste like antibiotic

other way, its still ok la

at there, we saw

han mow

ever

ben

david n his fren

end up, i oso saw my second bro

get shock lah~

like helding family day at there

haha

before we go bac

we pass by mois, ss, fame n other

there r many ppl outside mois

wow~

n the bad things is we gonna bac home adi

coz my big bro gonna go another place adi

so we bac home at 12 something midnight

wakaka

孩子们的心声

2010-04-07T23:01:00.004+08:00

上帝让孩子有父母

就是要父母支持孩子，鼓励孩子

而不是糟蹋孩子，疯刺孩子

孩子在父母心中永远都是长不大的小孩

但是，孩子总有一天会长大成人的

身为父母

应该让孩子去探索及摸索这个世界

孩子跌倒了

让孩子自己去站起来，爬起来

这样的孩子才会学习独立

而不是在那骂孩子，打孩子

孩子是爸妈爱的结晶

而不是让父母当作出气筒

孩子难免会伤父母的心

可是，父母要记得

孩子是无辜的

只要父母从小的教导

是正确的，是爱的教育

那孩子也会变得懂事些

孩子的成长是需要父母的陪伴和指导

因为在孩子最脆弱的时候是需要父母在身边

而父母一直不在身边

自然而然的，在孩子心目中

只有朋友是能诉苦的

popo's b'day

2010-04-06T22:52:00.004+08:00

happy birthday to papa(popo)

may your dreams come true

i love u, papa

no matter wat happen i will be there for u~

crazy nite

2010-04-06T22:45:00.005+08:00

*like kena box, bt fern say nice o*

jz nw was chatting wit fern

starting we chatting some problem

bt end up is

see my photo which are tat day i take wan

omg

all r so funny la

all oso gt its story

she saw around 10 pic of me

at the half way i walk away

coz of some reason

*fern, dun tell ya*

after i come bac n wanna continue

tat pic cnt show it out

i hv try many time but it still cnt

we fed up n dun wan 2 see

so i decide to get onto my bed

while she r still stickng wit her phone

conclusion:

i nw going to sleep

nitez everyone

taking photo

2010-04-01T22:42:00.002+08:00

at night nobody at home

jz left me alone

so i decide to make-up n take some photo

tiz time i try to make it more dark n thick

when i finish taking photo

i jz saw tat

wow~ like ghost

i cnt see my eyes oso (is my eyes small?)

is so scary

hehe^^

bt dun worry

i wont post at here lah

haha xD

想当天6/12/09

2010-03-27T21:20:00.005+08:00

我还记得那些声音还在我脑海里

“惠阿，你来看一下”（潮州）

我也跟着起来，因为被姑姑的声音吵醒了

原来她叫阿公可是阿公都没回应

我跟姐姐在门口面对着阿公一直叫他醒

越叫越不对竟

因为阿公的手缩在胸口

我就赶快上楼叫妈咪下来

同时姐姐也进房间轻轻拍阿公叫他醒

姐姐觉得怪怪的为什么阿公的手冷冷的

爸爸也进去一直叫阿公把阿公的手打开

阿公已经没知觉了

我们再怎么叫都叫不醒

眼泪一直掉下来，心如刀割

阿么说要叫医生来吗？

爸爸说来不及了

因为手和脚都冷了

而且也没心跳了

姑姑打电话给叔叔他们叫他们过来

他们来到也苦苦的叫阿公醒

真的是不醒来了

阿么说阿公去拜佛了

我们一家人都不知道要怎样去告诉别人

阿妈说打电话给老小姑

老小姑来到也是放声大哭

我们也忍不住哭了

我都不敢放声大哭，怕阿么会受不了刺激

叔叔也打电话给办丧事的人

而我也打电话给干妈告诉她

当她拿起电话时

我真的不知道要怎么开口

勉强地说出来

眼泪也跟着掉下来

不停的一直的流下来

大约八点多时

全家的男生都去帮阿公换衣

我们女生都在外面看

边看边哭

看了心是多么的疼

一直哭一直哭到阿公进棺材

真的没想到阿公会那么快就丢下我们

不理我们就去拜佛

办丧事的那几天

阿么的心情不是很好

都吃很少饭

而接下来的那三天

我们孙子都还好都没哭

直到要出殡的那天

真的是忍不住了

一开始还好

当那工作人员说

“你们来看死者最后一面吧”（潮州）

我们都走上前看阿公最后一面

哭了

我们都哭了

所有人都哭了

一直哭一直哭

哭不停了

就算是男生都好

也掉下了男孩泪

真的再也看不到阿公了

过了一阵子

法师叫我们都跪在阿公的两旁头地下

当他说完一句我们就应好

原来他每说一句就钉一个钉子

听了好像都把那钉子都钉在我身上

那声音真的让人受不了

我们都哭到快崩溃了

当阿公被抬出去时

我们还要随后的爬出门

就好像我们送阿公出去一样

真的崩溃了

哭到都收不了声

眼泪一直往衣擦

到这里就好了

我写不下去了

一年失去了两个亲人

有谁受得了

到现在都害怕叫人醒

叫不醒一个人的感觉真的不好受

photo of b'day

2010-02-28T13:07:00.012+08:00

here are all the photo of my b'day ^^

toilet

bed

view from our room

balcony

b'day girl ^^

fern, tee n me

take through lift d mirror

lala~

our shoes

erm...

at flamingo d stairs

ht n hui

fern n hui

happy birthday

hmph...dun wan peduli u liao

three of us

here i am

ai yo~ like kid nia

STOP!!!

korek korek

see la...b'day girl oso wan do work a

hean tee~take tat things for me!!!

me^^

see camera la..papa

ta da~

song, chuan n kun

wearing ah gong d sun glass

yong n me

playing wit the sand

beng n me

yeah~

lonely

box u a~

hor~fighting

mai luan la...

yer...sticky

the most happy girl^^

birthday ^^

2010-02-27T16:44:00.005+08:00

wake up early in the morning n go eat hokkien mee wit mom

thn we jz go fetch fern to go tesco 2gether
all thing cost around RM100

wow~so expensive

at 11am

we back 2 fern house coz ht at there le

after we reach fern house

thn we start 'working'

when waiting fern bath

me n ht are choosing song

thn we go 2 copthorne orchid hotel at 1.45pm

we arrive there around 2.30pm

bcoz of we book d room is full

thn we get the deluxe room

is more bigger la....i love it

the balcony is quiet big

thn we keep taking photo

after a while

we take turn 2 bath

thn we expect 2 go 2 the beach

we go 2 our private n flamingo d beach

tat hotel d pool is so big(better thn ours)

on the way 2 the beach

the same action is repeating

taking photo

thn we walk bac 2 hotel around 5.30 pm

while waiting papa they all cum

we go 2 our private beach take some photo

popo they all reach here at 7.30pm

thn we straight away go 2 beach

ah gong help us 2 light the fire

so hard la

some more the sand is so wet

we keep on burning until sin beng cum n help us

at 9.45pm

we finally cn bbq ^^

wakaka...thx beng

everyone jz eat a little bit thn go play liao

haiz...

thn ben , jeff, david n zhao wei cum

they all buli ht 2 help them bbq the food for them

pity hean tee nia

finish eating, we go 2 play wit each other

i go n ply wit sea water

malazai, ah gong n jin chuan cum n push me

i fall into the sea

haiz...i becum wet liao

pity a...birthday girl kena buli...wu wu

around 12 something

we keep all thing thn bac 2 hotel 2 potong kek

thn we take turn 2 bath

i'm the last one 2 bath...haiz

when i almost finish bathing

popo told me faster cum out

coz he wan 'ng ng'

thn i ma faster go out lo

when i open the door

the whole room is dark

i cnt see anybody oso

suddenly i saw light beside me

wow~ah gong holding birthday cake 2 me

all of them pop out

n sing birthday song 2 me

haha~

tell u all one thing

my b'day cake's candle is matches

wakaka~

thn i faster blow

after a while i jz knw i din make wish yet

thn ah gong light the lighter n told me 2 make three wish

first 1 mz say out

2nd n 3rd say in heart

after making wish

i take knife wan 2 potong ma

suddenly ah gong take the cream put on my face

he say everyone oso mz put d

ok lo ~gv them put

thn i clean my face lo

malazai, ah gong some more say

the cake look like very big

y dun we cut half n ply

after he say this

he n jin chuan catch me

look like they really wanna put on my face

thn ah gong say

no la..jz wanna play me only

hehe~ ah gong very gud de

thn we all eat cake n chit chat

forget wat time ler

fern n ht go down find david, ben n jeff

me?? of course stay at room lah

accompany ah gong ah ma they all ma

we chat until around 5.30am jz go slp

bt they all so noisy

i cnt slp oso

some more so cold n i have no blanket

haiz....

abt 7.00am

me n fern go beach agian

we sit at there until 9.00am

thn we go up 2 bcoz they all wake up le

jz left ah gong n ah ma only

thn i call thn wake up lo

see la~ grandchild wan call ah gong n ah ma wake up eh

thn they wash face go bac le

me, fern n ht ma eat hotcup

n wait time 2 check out lo

thn nothing le lo~

so, we din sleep whole night lo
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今年的生日真的很开心

一切都充满惊喜与欢乐

这是我一生中最快乐的生日

谢谢你们（fern, hean tee, ah gong, ah ma, papa, jin chuan n ah song)

谢谢你们陪我到最后
我真的很感动

some interesting thing din post

i lazy ler,bt oso jz gt us knw only..haha

new year

2010-02-18T16:19:00.005+08:00

今年的新年好闷哦

要不是
祖公（阿zhun）

阿公（Mars）

阿么（阿坤）

爸爸（popo）

妈妈（牛奶）

大公主（瑜惠）

小公主（诗雯）

...陪我，我就快要发霉了

年初一

早上在家坐一下就去阿婆家了

在那边又热又闷...咳

四点多五点我们就回了

回到家就帮忙洗东西准备火锅的材料

晚上九点多时

家祥来载我去诗雯家..哈哈

好开心哦..谢谢你,家祥muaxx

过后popo也来

我们一起玩牌

我赢啊..哈哈

玩到一半时,没有电阿

吓死人么

我们就出去讲话咯

哪里知道老豆打电话来了

咳...回家咯

..................................................................................

年初二

下午只是在诗雯家过而已

因为被popo放飞机

到五点多时

他才打电话来说他有空了

我回家冲凉过后

popo就来载我们了

然后就陪popo 去吃nasi kandar

他吃东西好像小孩子一样

要包起来才能吃

等大少爷吃饱了

我们直接去他店玩了

一整晚都是我们三个在玩罢了

到我们要回时全部人才来

没办法了，老豆打电话来了

又要回家了

好奇迹哦，老豆没有骂叻

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年初三

诗雯跟我说翊勇他们要来我家拜年

ok 咯...说好两三点来的

托托托到四点多才来

没事做,我们嘛赌博咯

翊勇做中

我们全部都输阿

popo最惨的输最多

全部人都输到不能顶了

我们就去吃kfc

翊勇请, 因为它赢叻

有够衰的,还遇到绍维

变到.......

吃到六点多

我们就去popo家

他要冲凉

托到七点多我们才讲要去alor setar

我,诗雯和popo 一辆车

翊勇他们自己一辆

在半路时

他们打来说要去唱歌

可是去到都还没开

我们换地点先去alor setar mall

本来说要看戏

时间又太迟

所以就去打丁丁咯

十点左右我们又再回去刚才说要唱歌的地方

去到那边那个人才说

东西坏, 没有开

真的有够力啊

我们直接回popo店

到那边了诗雯才吵说肚子饿

吵了老半天

我们才去八八吃

吃完已经十一点半了

去popo店不到一下就回家了

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i stop here

lazy 2 write le

somore 2day d mood nt so good

they ppk me...haiz

...

2010-01-27T06:13:00.007+08:00

为什么这两年都发生不幸的事情啊

上天为什么要这样对待我们

难道就不能让我们今年好好地过吗

伤心又辛酸的事情一连串地接着来

你要我们这些平凡的人怎么接受

先是白发人送黑发人

接着是黑发人送白发人

那现在呢??

难道还要一次白发人送黑发人吗

两次了还不够吗

到此为止了好吗

两个已经够了

我快要崩溃了

要还来一个

我真的会疯掉

真的真的无法接受

Super Girl - Super Junior M

2010-01-14T20:00:00.001+08:00

they so cool

still rmb super junior d sorry sorry??

i gt post it oso

nice dance n mv

love it so much

Girls Generation - Gee

2010-01-14T19:52:00.003+08:00

wow~ they so cute la
hope u all like it

2010

2010-01-01T23:18:00.004+08:00

2010 ler

tiz year will better o nt??

hope so

tiz year hv 2 study harder

SPM ah SPM

feel so pressure

although i lost 2 ppl who close wit me in 2009

but i hope tat 2010 nobody will leave me

i really miss u, everytime i feel wanna cry when i miss u

everything tat u gv me, i cnt see it and eat it anymore

holiday life

2009-12-03T18:54:00.002+08:00

after going genting wit mic family
i spend whole day at home
26 november
i go 2 pantai remis wit my god mom n god papa
we bring many food go there cook
so funny la
thn we cum bac at 29 nov
thn i stay at their house for few days
at there, i like a queen
almost eat whole day(but my weight din rise)
watch drama whole day

bt nw
i at grandma house
on9 whole day lo
nothing 2 do oso

so.....
tats all for today

god help him pls

2009-10-19T18:26:00.002+08:00

some one jz so brainless

although i so good wit u

y u must do tiz kind of thing

is nt the first time le

i already told u dun le

u never think abt nw d condition is hw

sometimes i really feel tat

i so sorry 2 they all

i din help them 2 advise u

i din help them 2 scold u

can u dun do tiz again??

if nt

next ppl scold u is me

a bad year

2009-10-11T22:13:00.003+08:00

y tiz year is bad luck

cnt god jz make it better

everything happen in one year is so hard 2 accpect it

do u knw !!!

first, i fall down when i attend kempori

next is i fall down at u-park again

thn second-uncle fall down n pass away

thn me ....(still din check)

first-uncle sick

dad kena strok

grandma hurt her hand at china trip

cousin fall down kena head

and now is

grandpa gt liver cancer

WHY WHY WHY

tiz year is damn terrible

y our life mz like tiz

cnt make it better

we dun ask for rich

we jz wan healthy

i dun wan my relative leave me

can you hear it

a true friend

2009-10-07T14:58:00.003+08:00

no matter gt any problem wanna affect our relationship

we wont end up our friendship tat so hard 2 get it

we will stand through every phase together

(hehe...copy STEP2 d..blek)

________________________________________________________

gurl

love u ya

i give up

2009-10-06T18:08:00.003+08:00

start from nw i give up
___________________________________________________________________
promise me, we always are the best friends

a really sorry 2 u

2009-10-05T23:30:00.002+08:00

sorry

i really sorry to u

i really dun wan hurt u

bcoz u r my frenz so i will tell u

actually b4 telling u

i gt thinking properly

wheather should i or shouldnt i

finally i tell u le

although u tell me tat u dun mind

bt i mind

i mind bcoz u r my friend

i mind bcoz the things r supose belong 2 u

i mind bcoz i scare our relationship will change

i mind bcoz i dun wan lose u tiz frenz

______________________________________________________

i really hope tat everything will end 2nite

everything will back 2 the start

everything wont change like last time

i'm sorry

picture

2009-10-04T21:13:00.003+08:00

nw i going 2 upload pic of yesterday outing

tada

...............

delicious sushi^^

fern seem so hapi 2 eat sushi

haha..we drink in the same time

a pair of 'shoe'

friends forever

green tea ice-cream, sry tat i hv 2 eat u

hehe..u become smaller le

our love

box u a..dun wan peduli me

*the end*

bus life

2009-10-03T21:47:00.003+08:00

tiz morning abt 11.30

fern cum my home fetch me

thn go buy roti jz go pragin

when we reach there

straight away 2 see doctor(sushi king)

the sushi is cheaper thn azuma

bt azuma gt fry de sushi

love it ^^

sushi king's worker all diam diam de

din like azuma de so funny

the main chef always kidding wit us d

he is so cute

the helper oso cute bt a bit shy la

wakaka xp

after finish eating

we go buy fern d new shoe(nice la,i love it)

thn we go qb

the stupid rapid fetch us to the whole town

damn la...waste our time nia

around 2.15 finally arrive le

thn we start searching the shop tat hv nose piercing

when we go 2 bead zone

the worker say they din hv d

ok lo..nvm lo

we search other shop lo

almost walk whole qb oso din find it

after asking ppl

they all say bead zone gt

me n fern felt curious ma go bac one more time lo

ma la zai

another chinese worker say

2day de nose piercing worker din come

haiz...

the 1st worker should tell us d ma

hw cn like tiz d leh

finally i give up le

so big de mall oso din hv ...apalah

thn we go 2 shake try 2 eat there d sushi

when we sit down look at the computer

the sushi is damn expensive la

i decided 2 walk off from the shop

yor...so pai seh la

so scare ppl tough tat we din pay money

anyway, we still more prefer our favourite place-azuma

wakaka...love it so much

the main chef still rmb us

still like 2 kidding wit us

bt 2day gt some different is

he say tat we cn do his daughter le

wakaka

there de worker all laugh ah

he oso introduce us a worker

so shock 2 knw tat the worker is hamid khan's ex student

wow..the world is so small

afterwards the main chef go out le

felt so silent

so me n fern talk alone

thn i plan 2 bac 2 pragin

haiz...yor....

so we eat finish le go wait bus lo

ma la zai

the bus is so old n shake like a boat

make us so uncomfortable

tiz bus oso fetching 2 the whole town jz arrive pragin

thn we straight away go bead zone

so excited n scare la

so lucky tat pragin d bead zone gt a

thn ma pierce lo

when piercing, i hold fern d hand

scare scare scare la

after piercing, i feel nothing o

no pain, jz feel geli nia

wakaka

so happy la

the things tat we wan 2 do is complete le

so fern phone her mom 2 cum fetch us bac

while waiting fern's mom

we go popular, watson and gurdian

around 7.45, fern's mom arrive le

thn home sweet home

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although 2day feel so tired

bt is very hapi tat we do n buy the thing all we want

fern d shoe , me nose piercing

lyrics of sorry sorry sorry

2009-09-25T23:15:00.006+08:00

love them so much la~
wakaka~
so cute

Sorry Sorry Sorry Sorry

Naega naega naega meonjeo

Nege nege nege ppajyeo

Ppajyeo ppajyeo beoryeo baby

Shawty Shawty Shawty Shawty

Nuni busyeo busyeo busyeo

Sumi makhyeo makhyeo makhyeo

Naega michyeo michyeo baby

Baraboneun nunbit soge

Nunbit soge naneun machi

Naneun machi mwoe hollin nom

Ijen beoseonajido motae

Georeooneun neoui moseup

Neoui moseup neoneun machi

Nae simjangeul barpgo wannabwa

Ijen beoseonajido motae

Eodil gana dangdanghage

Utneun neoneun maeryeokjeok

Chakhan yeoja ilsaegiran

Saenggakdeureun bopyeonjeok

Dodohage geochim eopge

Jeongmal neoneun hwansangjeok

Dorikil su eobseulmankeum

Nege ppajyeo beoryeosseo

Sorry Sorry Sorry Sorry

Naega naega naega meonjeo

Nege nege nege ppajyeo

Ppajyeo ppajyeo beoryeo baby

Shawty Shawty Shawty Shawty

Nuni busyeo busyeo busyeo

Sumi makhyeo makhyeo makhyeo

Naega michyeo michyeo baby

Ttanttan ttanttada tta ttaranttan

Ttanttan ttanttada tta

Nege banhaebeoryeosseo baby

Ttanttan ttanttada tta ttaranttan

Ttanttan ttanttada tta ttarappappara

Hey girl gir gir gir gir gir girl I

Nunmantteumyeon ni saenggak Hey girl

Janakkaena sasil neo hana bakke anboyeo

Malhaebwa ni mame naega

Malhaebwa jari jabanneunji

Malhaejwo naege malhaejwo

Naneun babo babo babo

Jubyeon saramdeureun malhae

Naega neomu jeokgeukjeok

I sesange geureon saram

Eodi handurinyago

Geugeol molla geunyeol molla

Sigihamyeo haneun mal

Naega bureopdamyeon geugeon

Geudaedeuri jineun geo

Sorry Sorry Sorry Sorry

Naega naega naega meonjeo

Nege nege nege ppajyeo

Ppajyeo ppajyeo beoryeo baby

Shawty Shawty Shawty Shawty

Nuni busyeo busyeo busyeo

Sumi makhyeo makhyeo makhyeo

Naega michyeo michyeo baby

Ttanttan ttanttada tta ttaranttan

Ttanttan ttanttada tta

Nege banhaebeoryeosseo baby

Ttanttan ttanttada tta ttararara

Ttanttan ttanttada tta ttarappappara

Let's dance dance dance dance

Dance dance

Hey ije geuman naege wajullae

Jeongmal michil geotman gata yeah

Nan neoman saranghago sipeo

Jeoldae dasi hannun pal saenggak eobseo hey

Aeiniragiboda chingugateun

Naega doego sipeo

Neoui modeun gomin seulpeum

Hamkke ganjikhagopa

Dasi eobseul mankeum mankeum

Neoreul neomu saranghae

Naega baran saram niga baro geu

That that that girl

Sorry Sorry Sorry Sorry

Naega naega naega meonjeo

Nege nege nege ppajyeo

Ppajyeo ppajyeo beoryeo baby

Shawty Shawty Shawty Shawty

Nuni busyeo busyeo busyeo

Sumi makhyeo makhyeo makhyeo

Naega michyeo michyeo baby

super junior

2009-09-25T20:33:00.006+08:00

love kibum and shiwon
muaxx

2009-09-24T23:57:00.002+08:00

F*CK OFF FROM MY BLOG

U STUPID GUEST

是你让我恨你！！讨厌你的

2009-09-18T20:13:00.005+08:00

为什么你就是要阻止我跟他们

难道他们有问题吗！！

我看有问题的是你吧

为什么你就可以从外表来断定一个人的平行

如果是这样的话

那你就是个流氓啊

你的外表那么的凶

又无理取闹

自以为是

喜欢批评别人

有嘴讲别人没有嘴讲自己

我的朋友不需要你来判断

因为你的眼光很低

我告诉你

不要逼我又再做回那件事

不要以为我不敢

我又不是没做过

你这种人是没有人会接受你的

有的话那个人一定是中了你的降头

你是人渣

我恨你

2009-09-15T15:34:00.000+08:00

dun like my blog jz f*ck off

hate back step

2009-08-18T17:07:00.002+08:00

anything beh syok me

jz say it to me

dun back step

i hate it

love the day i have

2009-08-12T18:16:00.003+08:00

although until nw stil din go check

its ok

i cn learn tat hw 2 love everyday tat i have

everyone beside me, i really love they all

no matter who u r

i love u

anythings tat happen in my life

i will rmb it in my heart deeply

rmb the memory tat we hv

rmb ppl tat i love

rmb wat is love

rmb hw friendship built up

rmb hw good we r

rmb the place we have go b4

rmb the life in schol

......

every night b4 i close my eyes

i will miss every things tat i have

my buddy

my friends

my love

my family

my shirt

my dress

my pic

my schol

......

finish thinking all of it

is time 2 say goodbye & good nite

after a few hours

if i cn wake up n continue my life

i still will love the day tat i have

i will jz keep going on

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to all of my buddy/ best friend:

no matter were i am

i will be there for u all

n always love u all 4ever n ever

to all of my friends:

if i hv done anything wrong

i really sorry 2 u all

i knw tat sometimes i will manja

bt i really cant change

i'm sorry

lastly,

i love u all

i miss u all

forever and ever

the last day of our gang

2009-08-10T18:46:00.004+08:00

i really sad when i heart tiz news

my mood change in a moment, is very fast

y we cant STAND THROUGH EVERY PHASE 2GETHER

i knw tat is my fault, is my problem

bt a gang shouldnt be crazy, happy n laugh meh??

i knw i always laugh loudly n noisy

do u ever think tat

nw we r incomplete??

without 2, hw cnt be STEP2!!!!

beside tat

i knw tat some1 will be so happy with it

and somemore put more oil

i really hope tat one day u will get nothing in ur life

u suck!! u bitch!! u idiot!!u fool!!

DUN EVER THINK TAT U R SO SMART!!

I will tat day tat we outing (26/6)

26/6/2009-10/8/2009

~~dont ask who is it~~

~~u knw urself~~

three ppl outing

2009-07-12T00:32:00.009+08:00

abt 12.30 i straight away sit my bro's car go pragin
when i reach there

jz gt me one ppl

fern n hean tee no arrive yet

i so lonely some more no direction were to go

so i decided went shopping

n buy smth for milk n popo they all

1st i go 2 popular buy pen

when i walk in until i leave

there all micheal jackson's songs

wow tats great la...i like it

thn i go 2 comic shop ,bead zone

abt 2.00 fern arrive le

but hean tee sit bus sit until go 2 balik pulau

dun laugh him ok...wakaka

me n fern go popular buy her want d pen

thn go 2 buy milk d shirt

nice la ...i like it

almost 4.00 hean tee jz arrive pragin

thn we find selling cap d shop

n go eat tom yam mee

finish eating we go nice day 2 buy bear for our gang

wakaka....jz choose the bear we need almost 15 minutes 2 chose it

after paying money

we go bus station 2 go queensbay

in da bus i like the gila ppl always laugh

so no face la

when we reach there

we go to shopping

we go roxy,forever21 n many many shop

bt we spend more time at forever 21

fern

thn we go eat KFC

at there we meet khanz' F5 student n popo's fren(yi yong)

the chicken is so fat

me n fern give the chicken's skin 2 tee eat

finish eating

thn we go wash our gang's photo

it so excellent ...nice la

love our gang so much

abt 10pm me n fern bac le

follow by tee oso bac le

tats all for our 2day outing

memories of us

wat thing is attract hean tee
wat thing is attract fern

but i more attract by the camera..wakaka

hean tee

fern

nice ya~

cool o..in d roxy shop

me n fern

me n hean tee

two of us

three of us

no matter were we are

we will always

stand through every phase 2gether

A sOnG fOr U

2009-07-08T16:26:00.006+08:00

tiz song d lyrics is wat i wanna tell u

hope u cn understand wat i want

pls dun do anything tat hurt me again

When You're Gone

i always needed time on my own

i never thought i'd need you there when i cry

and the days feel like years when i'm alone

and the bed where you lied

is made up on your side

when you walk away

i count the steps that you take

do you see how much i needed you right now

when you're gone

the pieces of my heart are missing you

when you're gone

the face i came to know is missing too

when you're gone

all the words i need to hear to always get me through the day

and make it ok

i miss you

i've never felt this way before

everything that i do

reminds me of you

and the cloths you left

they lie on the floor

and they smell just like you

i love the thing that you do

we were made for each other

out here forever

i know we were

yeah yeah

all ever i wanted was for you to know

everything i do i give my heart n soul

i can hardly breathe i need to feel you here with me

yeah

pls dun let me love u again

unless u love me

happi n unforgetable day

2009-06-26T16:57:00.002+08:00

today hang out wit

fern,mic, hean tee n sin beng

go 2 queensbay

after schol

i straight away go 2 fern house

abt 2.30p.m we jz go

we r the last ppl arrive there

shame shame la

thn me n fern go 2 s&j meet them

we go 2 skate 1st

bcoz d ticket of transfomer is full

some more the skating ring no ppl in there

in the begining

jz gt we 5 ppl in there

after a while

gt a stupit ppl cum n play

he jz keep kacau us

n he is so annoying

among 5 of us

sin beng is d 1st one fall down

wakaka

bt me is there second

he fall down so many times la

bt i jz fall down 1 time only

while fern fall down 2 times

mic so pro din fall down oso

*aiyo~she gt miao miao mah

wakaka

hean tee, mic, me n fern

5 of us

at 5.30p.m

we 2 watch transformer

we so pity

bcoz we sit in front

neck so pain la

some part of the movie is funny

n sum more i sms wit ah fai

i happy ma laugh lo

bt d sin beng jz keep saying me

no good d him

hmph

the movie finish at abt 8.00p.m

thn we send mic bac 1st

bcoz she gt tuition

after tat

we accompany sin beng go 2 buy thing

thn we go 2 new zealand 2 eat ice-cream

finish eating

me , fern n sin beng go 2 buy necklace

thn we straight away accompany beng go 2 coffee bean

boz he is going bac ler

we curi curi take d..shh..dun tell him o

at the end jz left me, fern n hean tee

we go 2 food court 2 hv our dinner

we too hungry le

wakaka

abt 10.30p.m

bro jz cum n fetch us bac

wakaka

tiz is ur first time outing

it was so happy

hope we cn hang out as soon as possible

i so crazy abt it

wakaka

fern n tee n d food court

me n tee

me n mic

me n fern

LucKy dAy

2009-06-20T23:58:00.010+08:00

2day ponteng tuition n hang out wit fern

*shh...dun tell ma mom ya

she reach ma home abt 1.15 p.m

after prepare finish abt 2.30p.m

ma bro fetch us go pragin

thn we go qb by rapid bus

when we reach there

we saw many model wear gawn

wow...so beautiful

thn we go food court 2 hv lunch

we eat nasi kampung, nasi goreng ayam & tomyam seafood

after finish eating

we go see ppl skate

at there we saw irene

she go wit her sis (sharon)

thn me n fern continue our 'show'

suddenly gt one guy who is playing skate wanna ma phone num

i so shock la

thn i go walk away n go bac again

i feel so shy

mayb he din saw me

at the end din get his num

wakaka....

but anyway ...nvm

i oso knw 1 guy from ipoh

he's so cute la

thn we exchange phone num

there is a guy oso wanna knw fern

bt tat guy so like a wolf

n keep following us

were gt ppl wanna knw girl like tiz de

r they crazy or wat

n some more say me

fuck la

abt 6.30p.m

fern's mom fetch us go dewan sri pinang

at there i saw ying yi

oh my god

she is so beautiful la

most of the dance n sketch is nice

especially heng ee n convern butterworth

so pro la they all

at the end

the winner is

convern butterworth

we all so happy n jz yell

so high la

we return home at 10.30p.m

one the way we bac

i talking wit shi wen in car

she told me tat

popo say tat he miss me

omg ...he seldom will miss me de leh

i so happy la wakaka

2day is ma lucky day

me n fern

we two again

fiRst timE i CrY bcoZ of fRenz

2009-06-18T19:22:00.002+08:00

at 7/6 i go bac 2 gurun again
popo ,milk n wen cum ma home n fetch me again
thn we go 2 bedong 2 hv dinner wit other frenz
on the way
we jz keep booming each other
bt i so pity coz i dun knw hw 2 boom bac

abt 15 minutes we arrive le
we four jz play like crazy ppl at there
popo some more like wanna kiss me
*bt no kiss tiok la
wakaka

walau ....they order so many food like very hungry
me n wen jz eat a little bit
popo n milk some more take food for us
haha....we like queen lo

abt 12.00a.m we go bac gurun again
we straight away go to popo shop
when i jz sit down
the stupit idoit father phone me n force me bac home
*wtf la ...cn u jz gv me 1 time to go out wit them late
one more thing!!!! his hairstyle is fashion is nt samseng
if he is samseng thn u is orang gila from tanjung rambutan
no choice la ...i jz call popo sent me bac home
i really dun wan 2 leave them la

when i arrive ma house
i jz cry out
*luckly all ppl slp ler
thn talking phone wit wen oso crying
popo 'an wei' me dun cry
he say tat i still can go bac ma
haiz...dun knw la
whatever..i dun care

until 2day i still missing them
i really really miss them
bt i din hv time to go bac
y i mz ttn 6 days in a week
some more sat n sun
hate ttn
*bt 31/7 they will cum penang n find me
to celebrate milk b'day

FrienDsHip caN bE so Good

2009-06-18T18:47:00.003+08:00

sorry for long time din post blog ler...
hehe....

after knw tat han on wit popo
me n him d frenship become so good
*without han ,me n popo wont so gud

thx ya han muaxx

bt they break le

everytime i go bac gurun

he will cum home fetch me out to eat lunch

wit milk n shi wen

29/5 popo n wen cum penang find me

coz of first time

popo go 2 wrong schol (chong hua)

thn i go there 2 meet him n teach him hw 2 go hamid khan

thn we cum bac to ma home n bath

abt 2.30 we hang out 2 queensbay

on the way we keep on talking in d car

n popo jz drive to the penang bridge

i jz swet wit him la

i call him patah balik to penang lo

after we arrive qb

we go food court to hv lunch

thn we go skate (popo teach me n wen)

finally ....

i knw hw 2 skate le

wakaka...hapi la

abt 7.30 we go bac to gurun le

n d coming 3 day

we four oso hang out 2gether

the funny thing is we help milk sell cake

haha....we like the model jz standing

*the cake is so delicious

thx u all guys tat let me knw tat frenzship cn be so good

love u guys

frenz 4ever

人生

2009-04-28T16:12:00.004+08:00

今天的我真的很没心情
早上醒来妈咪告诉我哪件事
我快被吓呆了
怎么会这样啊
在短短的时间内
却发生这种事
我的脑海出现了很多的画面
我真的不知道该怎么办才好
我忍不住了
在学校哭了出来
人生怎么这样啊
在短短的时间内把人拉下谷底
难道上天就不能让好人长命吗
难道上天就不能让好人健康吗
难道上天就不能让好人快乐吗
天啊。。。让奇迹出现好吗
我们真的很需要

雨天

2009-04-21T16:12:00.005+08:00

有谁可以告诉我爱情到底是什么
我真的很累了
而你却又再次地插一刀在我心口
难道你就不能放过我吗
为什么就是要伤害我你才甘愿呢
我到底该怎么办才好
好像亲自跟你说心里话
但我却不敢
我怎么那么没用啊

是你决定我的伤心

(女)我曾经以为　
那是一次潇洒的邂逅
所以我一直相信　
能够轻易说HELLO
抱着游戏的心情
考验自己没有防备的感情
不在乎自己有没有这种能力
(男)我必须承认　
不敢释放我的真情
所以我相信也会是你的问题
太多太多的激情　
闯进尘封已久的禁地
让我们失去选择的余地
(男)是你决定我的伤心
(女)是你决定我的伤心
(合)如果我们还会重新相遇
(女)我会用感觉
(合)拥有所有的你
(男)是你决定我的伤心
(女)是你决定我的伤心
(合)如果我们还会重新相遇
(女)我不会让你
(合)决定我的伤心
(女)我必须承认　
不敢释放我的真情
所以我相信也会是你的问题
（男）太多太多的激情　
闯进尘封已久的禁地
让我们失去选择的余地
(男)是你决定我的伤心
(女)是你决定我的伤心
(合)如果我们还会重新相遇
(女)我会用感觉
(合)拥有所有的你
(男)是你决定我的伤心
(女)是你决定我的伤心

botanical garden n u park trip

2009-04-13T18:35:00.008+08:00

haha~hapi lo

can go out wit our classmate

we go to botanical gerden after the perhimpunan

we go there by bus hehe i sit wit fern

about 15minutes we arrive there le

thn we go wit lawrence, michelle and sin beng n ben to take photo

me n mic keep on finding chance to capture fern n ben

haha...we so bad but is happy

around 9.45a.m we go to stage there to rest

while we rest we oso can see ben n his friend r dancing break dance

haha....

after tat we go eat ice cream n drink coconut water

fern n ben share share o haha

thn we walk to u park....

there got many play de thing n give ppl do exercise de thing

after around 1 hour we go to the stall buy drink

at there we saw sin beng bogel

haha

thn we go back le......

other pic ::::::

Do u knw wat is hurt???

2009-04-09T16:27:00.003+08:00

finally u tell him ler

if u really dun wanna let him 2 tell me

than y u dun wan call him dun tell me leh

i really confuse nw

pls dun tell me tat u hate me or wat

i really really love you

love you love u

等待

2009-04-01T16:06:00.003+08:00

你的一句话就可以让我情绪低落的
你知道吗？？？
为什么你就是要说那句话呢
你知道是有多伤吗？？
你知道哪种的感觉是怎样吗？？？
为什么你就是要一次又一次得来伤我
不然就是一时对我很冷一时对我很热
你是在折磨我吗？？？
不过，就算你对我多不好
我还是一样喜欢你爱你
就算有再难的挫折都好。。。
我都会坚持下去。。。

分离

2009-03-31T16:24:00.000+08:00

讨厌的老师。。。
把我跟芬分开坐。。。
不好的。。。王八蛋没脑的。。。
什么狗屁老师啊！！！
还我没得跟芬讲话。。。

好舍不得芬哦。。。
不想作别位拉。。。
芬阿。。。。

T.T
miss u la
muakss

流沙

2009-03-28T15:19:00.004+08:00

这个歌很有意思的哦。。。。一定要听哦。。。
也是我刚犯的歌来的。。。敬请享受吧。。。。

流沙

oh yeah oh
并不是真的路过而已
也不是真的我会想你
全部不是真的是骗自己
其实还爱你爱着你
我以为我早想清楚
由自主恍恍惚惚又走回头路
再看一眼有过的幸福
爱情好象流沙
我不挣扎
随它去吧
我不害怕
爱情好象流沙
心里的牵挂不原放下
baby 让我这样吧
不是真的路过而已
也不是真的我会想你
全部不是真的是骗自己
其实还爱你爱着你
我以为我早想清楚
不由自主恍恍惚惚又走回头路
再看一眼有过的幸福
爱情好象流沙
我不说话
等待黑暗让眼泪落下
爱情好象流沙
明知该躲它
无法自拔
oh baby 是我太傻
是一再的做一再的错不由我
我一步一步一步一步
慢慢走向流沙
爱情好象流沙
我不挣扎
随它去吧
我不害怕
爱情好象流沙
心里的牵挂
不原放下
oh baby 让我这样吧

好听吧。。。呵呵

我快完蛋了

2009-03-28T11:46:00.002+08:00

天啊。。。快救救我吧。。。
我好辛苦哦。。。我怎么会这样啊。。。
难道让我幸福也不能吗
我只想好好的爱他也不能吗
我只想拥有他也不能吗
我真的很爱他很爱他
你的心到底是怎样的
怎么那么难以捉摸啊
一时对我好一时对我坏
如果你真的不爱我就不要看我
我有什么好看的
我也是个女人啊
让我跟你回到我生日那天的快乐好吗
那么多年以来今年的生日我真的很开心
谢谢你让我觉得那瞬间你是对我有感觉的

我会好好的去爱你的
我也会好好的去珍惜你的

最后我想说的是

我爱你

holiday le lo...

2009-03-17T15:45:00.003+08:00

haiz...holiday is happy la...
but sad coz of cannot see him one week ah...
sad nia...
miss him so much...
got folio no finish yet ...
haiz...friday wanna go out wit fern lo...
but....ben got go....
haiz...i wanna do bulb again le la...
miss him la...
wanna crazy liao...

my heart have broken

2009-03-01T18:47:00.003+08:00

finally i gt ur hp num...
bt y u like dun border me de....
like feel tat i so fan....
i so sad do u knw tat???
law tell me tat u gt like de girl...
bt is other schol de...
tat moment my heart was so pain ....
i wanna cry bt i cant...
until nitezz i jz cry...
i dont wan my mom n bro knw wat happen 2 me...
in schol de u n in hp de u is so different....??
i so love u ,u knw a nt??
hw abt ur heart...
can gv me nw??

crazy day

2009-02-28T09:44:00.002+08:00

i wanna siao liao la
tat day i b'day....
y u sayang me o....i getting more love u ...u knw o nt??
still play wit my hand....hold my hand....
i wanna crazy liao la ....
sing b'day song for me kok....
kneel down n say hapi birthday 2 me...
oh no....i so shy la....bt i more hapi....
i think everybody knw i like u ....
they oso say u like me ....
i oso feel tat oso...
bt y i sms u ..u like dun wanna sms wit me de???
i so sad u knw o nt??
is so hurt.....
pls dun be so cool 2 me....
if one day i really cant compress myself...
i will gila until run in front u n say i like u ....
i willl....
oh god....pls help me....
i wanna crazy...gila....siao....liao la........

kempori day

2009-02-22T12:20:00.002+08:00

1st day go camp gt little bit boring o...
haiz...so tired...
2day is second day...
i get hurt ...
so pain la....the tarzen la...
yo ....hate nia...
i went home early....
all the game i jz play half nia...
no siok de ...
bt ponteng no go tuition ...
haha...hapi nia...

no title(12.39pm)

2009-02-15T00:30:00.004+08:00

jz cum bac from queensbay...
i go wit ivan ,stefanie n many many more wit ivan church frenz...
haiz....
so dissapointed i cant see him...
i tought tat he will cum ...
walk whole day oso cant find oso..
haha...
2day i jz spend abt 20 ringgit onli...
so hapi i so jimat la....

i think i nw getting crazy la....
wat can i do nw my god....
tell me ...pls..
i felt so teribble nw...
pls help me....
if nt i think i will getting more crazy....

bad mood

2009-02-10T06:14:00.002+08:00

yesterday night i go tuition
i thought tat is 8.00p.m start tuition
when i reach there i cant see anybody wait at there
so i jz rash into the class
at tat moment....i jz rmb tat my tuition is 8.30p.m
oh no...so shame la...haiz....

already whole day u no find me
u 4get me already is it???
y u jz treat me like tiz
do u knw tats so hurt!!!!!
i wan me hw 2 endure u
is enough!!!!tats all!!!!
K.O!!!!
tiz time is nt ur 1st false
if i do same wrong to u
u wan o nt
is a same teory..

bad mood

8 February 2009

2009-02-08T18:28:00.003+08:00

2day i wake up early n go 2 market wit my mom
we buy a lots of things leh
coz we eat steamboat 2day...hehe
hapi lo...so many food
at 2.30 i go tuition
teacher 2day say kheng yun is a condom
haha...whole class jz laugh like a samseng la
i so proud wit teacher can take tiz as a example in chemistry
so funny la
hope tat everybody hapi everyday
n me oso

annoyed day

2009-02-07T20:58:00.000+08:00

my choice is true or false i dun knw

wat i knw is, i so annoyed

i so hope tat i never ever hv the memories of january until 2day

if i do tiz am i right???

i so confuse nw, i'm so helpless

beside tat, i so love new schol life

there hv so many frenz

sheir fern,michelle,hean tee,saik ann,suha,lawrence,aun wei,ivan n many many more

they all so friendly n funny oso cute ya..hahax

hope tat we will be frenz 4ever

oso hope tat i knw more frenz in new schol o